invisible
so i woke up this morning and i felt like shit. all i wanted to do was lay in bed for the rest of the day and just sleep. but no i have responsibilities, i have to go to school, and i have to go to work, then i am meeting my bro and mom for dinner. after that i am going home and sleeping. i am really not likeing work right now b/c 50 people call looking for detectives and i have no idea where the hell they all are b/c they just walk out w/o letting me know and then i look like the dumbass. it drives me up the effing wall! then on top of everything else the phones never work so when i try to transfer people it doesn't go through. then again i look like the dumbass. i really miss the days of no worries, when i didn't have bills and i could do w/e i wanted when i wanted.
on top of all of this i never see my BF. i have seen him one time this week and i may get to see him on saturday. so that makes 2 times. when lauren and ashley and jayme get to see their BF's mostly everyday. i feel like none of my friends even care that i have a BF. everytime they talk about doing stuff they always leave me and brad out of the convo and if i ask if i can go they are like "oh yeah...you and brad can come if you want to..." which means oops i forgot you. maybe i will just let them be and just be the other girl that lives there. not a friend, not a part of anything, just a waste of space.
....i just want to be noticed once in a while....
on top of all of this i never see my BF. i have seen him one time this week and i may get to see him on saturday. so that makes 2 times. when lauren and ashley and jayme get to see their BF's mostly everyday. i feel like none of my friends even care that i have a BF. everytime they talk about doing stuff they always leave me and brad out of the convo and if i ask if i can go they are like "oh yeah...you and brad can come if you want to..." which means oops i forgot you. maybe i will just let them be and just be the other girl that lives there. not a friend, not a part of anything, just a waste of space.
....i just want to be noticed once in a while....