Apr 01, 2006 02:08
i'm leaving this open cuz i think it needs to be.
well, today started off boring and filled errands and what not. then tonight happened....
first, the bands:
love me the sinner - not my cup of tea. but they were good at their style.
all in - i think they were amazing and i wish that more kids got into them. maybe next time around.
the red baron - i actually thought they were all right. i didn't care for much of what i had heard from them until tonight. their split with xbishopx is gonna be sweet!
some band that i actually missed - if anyone knows who this was, let me know.
maylene - puts on an amazing show! seriously, one of the most entertaining times i've ever seen a band.
second, the people:
lets just say that the word for tonight was: "squash." and that is exactly what happened. first, with neil and then with james. as i told james, it was a year ago. i'm too old to hold grudges about shit that doesn't really matter. as long as he doesn't have a problem with me anymore, then we are cool. shit happens and then shit is said. but what you all have to remember is that i have always told you that i don't mean to be rude or an asshole. everythign i say comes from the heart. it may not be nice, but its honest. and i think that matters in the long run. i don't have any problems with anyone. i know that there are a few people that have problems with me still. they don't like me for one reason or another, and thats fine. i'm sure that they feel they have their reasons. but i just wanna say that if it is something i said, try to see if you can understand where i was coming from when it happened. did i say it cuz i was being a dick or because i cared and felt that i had to say something? this is important.
last, tonight made me realize how much i appreciate for daylight. but it also made me want to push trying to get death stalks a small town going too. i wanna have a "voice" about thigns i can't within for daylight. plus, i really wanna play in a really fast heavy mosh-core-grind band. it would be super sweet. any takers?
well, i'm ending this for now. i hope if you are reading this and you think we have an issue that you consider talking to me. you might be surprised about how little those things really amtter to wither of us.
youth of today "Time To Forgive"
listen and you'll get it.