today
god damn.
been about 5 days now. ive driven about 1200 miles. in crown point. im pretty upset.
if i keep busy im pretty good. but anytime between im just pretty miserable.
came back drunk from the bars and talked to me mom for about 3 hours.
i cried.
just trying to feel alright.
on leave, just started. needing to get new uniforms. i need to do that soon.
i dont really feel like writing extensively. just feeling down and lonely and venting a bit about it.
i miss you.
been about 5 days now. ive driven about 1200 miles. in crown point. im pretty upset.
if i keep busy im pretty good. but anytime between im just pretty miserable.
came back drunk from the bars and talked to me mom for about 3 hours.
i cried.
just trying to feel alright.
on leave, just started. needing to get new uniforms. i need to do that soon.
i dont really feel like writing extensively. just feeling down and lonely and venting a bit about it.
i miss you.