Missing
I just emailed my other "brother". Its been a week and one day since he moved to PA. I still find myself picking my phone up to call and see if he wants to get coffee. Ok, it's only been a week so it's not that bad. In a couple months if I do this then it'll be bad.
I can't believe he's gone though. So strange. I'm so happy for him yes! But at the same time so sad because though I didn't lose him, I feel that I've lost one of my best friends. I have some of his old stuff here at my house, and I turn and look at it when I do get sad. It seems to help. I can't wait until I save up some money to get on a plane and go see him and Courtney. That'll be one happy day for me! Give me a couple months. I'll do it!
Ok, enough of this sappy shite. I'm going to bed!
I can't believe he's gone though. So strange. I'm so happy for him yes! But at the same time so sad because though I didn't lose him, I feel that I've lost one of my best friends. I have some of his old stuff here at my house, and I turn and look at it when I do get sad. It seems to help. I can't wait until I save up some money to get on a plane and go see him and Courtney. That'll be one happy day for me! Give me a couple months. I'll do it!
Ok, enough of this sappy shite. I'm going to bed!