.:I can't get your Tenderness:.
Sorry for the no updates. Things have been kinda busy, but kinda not. I got wild friday night. Yeh. *Smiles* Saturday I cleaned and we to the video store and rented some movies. Sunday I talked to Shawn and invited him over. He said he'd call after he finished. He never called and never came over. It's like he has no consideration for my feelings.
Im so incredibly tired of putting myself out there only to be shunned or misused. Why can't I just be loved without any hang-ups? Im quite puzzled as to why this is. And because of lent *damns it* I had to give up being close to someone I enjoy being with, but maybe it's a good thing. I don't want to get too close to Trey because I'll just end up getting burned. Ive found out that most guys are just really not the greatest. Some of them are exceptions and rarely do we meet them but they are out there, we just have to find them. My neck is hurting. grr. I feel like Im accident-prone. Mum is convinced that I am, but oh well. It's my life and I really don't need her living it for me.
Im so incredibly tired of putting myself out there only to be shunned or misused. Why can't I just be loved without any hang-ups? Im quite puzzled as to why this is. And because of lent *damns it* I had to give up being close to someone I enjoy being with, but maybe it's a good thing. I don't want to get too close to Trey because I'll just end up getting burned. Ive found out that most guys are just really not the greatest. Some of them are exceptions and rarely do we meet them but they are out there, we just have to find them. My neck is hurting. grr. I feel like Im accident-prone. Mum is convinced that I am, but oh well. It's my life and I really don't need her living it for me.