fuck....
Why is life so damn complicated. I mean right now I only want one thing, but I can't have her. and frankly i dont know if shes worth fighting for anymore. i cant take this.... what does god fucking want from me. how can he make this feel so wrong. i shouldnt be waiting for her. i shoudnt, cause she isnt waiting for me. but i cant go. i just cant go cause all i think about is how much she loved me. how much she really cared and how at one time she was all mine and that everything was perfect then. im not going to say anymore cause this is sort of public isnt it... oh well. just fuck it. iguess thats all u can say with life isnt it. just fuck it. things get u down just say fuck it....im out of here.