Dec 01, 2003 20:20
today was a shitty day. i ran around for 2 hours after school, getting, filling out and turning in application after application. i'm going to do more tomorrow...and i really don't think i'll be hired anywhere. it's really fustrating. i also wanted to get my license next tuesday but now i can't because my mom is returning from her trip that day so no one can take me...plus i have a show. so i have to wait another whole day. that pisses me off a lot for some reason. i guess it's just that having to wait this long for something sucks in the first place...and every second longer i have to wait makes it a million times worse.
after i got home i went for a jog with the dog. it helped a bit. getting rid of some of that steam...but i'm still short tempered to this very moment. hopefully i'll wake up feeling better.
i can't believe it's december already. it's kind of weird.
i hope i find a good drumset soon. i really need one. i can't imagine how bad i'm gonna suck when spinkicks gets a practice together.
so much to buy...so little money.