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.....You know its bad when you wake up in the morning look at your ceiling and decided to go back to sleep on the off chance you wont have to wake up again.
You also know its bad when you look through old pictures and realize that if you did in fact die, outside of family, next to no one would really care, you'd just vanish. You might come up in a random converstation but after everyone shrugged their shoulders and said "i dont know" no other inquires would be made, that'd be it, just left to disappear in the sea of countless faces.
If it wasnt for the few people that make me hang on, i would wish for the next illnesses to just take me and get it over with......
You also know its bad when you look through old pictures and realize that if you did in fact die, outside of family, next to no one would really care, you'd just vanish. You might come up in a random converstation but after everyone shrugged their shoulders and said "i dont know" no other inquires would be made, that'd be it, just left to disappear in the sea of countless faces.
If it wasnt for the few people that make me hang on, i would wish for the next illnesses to just take me and get it over with......