its funny when you get to this point in the morning
When youve been up all night, there comes a critical point at which it stops being REALLY late and starts being REALLY earlt. I think 5amish is that for me. I had stayed up till 3 doing calc and was melting down mentally, so I packed my books and resolved to finish calc at school. I then realized 3- hours of sleep would only make me more groggy for school, ad I would probably never wake up.... Thus I decicded to stay up all night. I messed around on the computer and stuff, and then I hit the calc again about an hour later with renewed vigor and got most of the ones i had left blank previously. I then proceded to iron a pair of pants and two shirts because I was going to wear them soon probably and figured if I didnt iron them now then noone would and I wouldnt have them when I needed them. Anyways, I was also reflecting on high school as a whole. Come Saturday I will have been to 10/11 possible CHS/SJA formal type dances - ALL with Sarah. Thats wonderful. She is most wonderful too. Also I looked back upon the impact I have made on people's lives and saw that overall I think I've made at least more positives than negatives which is a good thing. But I must admit, I am getting a lil teary-eyed inside thinking about parting. The nostalgic mindset is upon me as all my "lasts" come to an end. Last dance of high school, last Friday to wear my Friday shirt, last Calc AP class, last Mr. G class, well the list goes on and on, and its quite extensive if I were to write it all out but I wont. Looking foward though, come this summer and fall will be lots of new firsts. First college class, first dorm experience, first time out on m own, first real party, first real job opportunities etc... Anywyays I think I'll go now and leave this place of incoherent babble. There is one song that I like that sums up all of what I said I think pretty well, its called closing time by... ahh who cares, but it goes like this "closing time, every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end." But it was a blast, and I cant wait for LSU. The experiences I have had have been amplified by the fact that I've had someone to share them with for most of the time, and that has made all the difference.