Tongue Tied and Overloaded
"...you must be worried about the cars and the drivers right. -.- I'll try to stay away from them lol."
"You know what? Maybe I'm worried about you instead."
(19 Mar 2009, 10:45pm)
You really, really, really shouldn't have said that. :(
Stop sending the these signs, deliberately or not. (I think it's the latter.)
Because, I can't think straight. I get the wrong signs. I get my hope up, then realise that it's another stupid wishful thinking of mine.
Tears me apart.
The half with wishful thinkings will let my heart conquer me, hoping that these signs are true, that things are what I hope them to be.
The other half who's so afraid of believing in the wrong thing (again) will be trying to hard to convince myself that no, I'm thinking too much.
Now, I'm going to try very hard to stay neutral to anything and everything that you say.
I don't know why the hell did I even post this message here. -.-
Maybe when I'm 90yrs old and dying, I'll come back to this lj and read this post and see this message and.. smile.
"You know what? Maybe I'm worried about you instead."
(19 Mar 2009, 10:45pm)
You really, really, really shouldn't have said that. :(
Stop sending the these signs, deliberately or not. (I think it's the latter.)
Because, I can't think straight. I get the wrong signs. I get my hope up, then realise that it's another stupid wishful thinking of mine.
Tears me apart.
The half with wishful thinkings will let my heart conquer me, hoping that these signs are true, that things are what I hope them to be.
The other half who's so afraid of believing in the wrong thing (again) will be trying to hard to convince myself that no, I'm thinking too much.
Now, I'm going to try very hard to stay neutral to anything and everything that you say.
I don't know why the hell did I even post this message here. -.-
Maybe when I'm 90yrs old and dying, I'll come back to this lj and read this post and see this message and.. smile.