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People at work were making fun of livejournal. i chimed in...wayyyy too informed. they made fun of me
i'm drunk
i am definitely not missing him any less. it's changing how i have been living my life (both negative and positive) i feel kind of fucked with. i would be able to make this logical if he still wanted to get it on, call me only when he was wasted...whatever. he just wanted pussy if that were the case. but, since the invites/calls have been strictly sober, and he gives me kisses on only on the cheek and the forhead...i just don't know what to think. don't act pissed and jealous when i talk to other guys. i graduated two years ago. don't tell one person how much you care for me and someone else you think may think it's lame. just how much you think we need space. quit being so fuckin scared and just come to terms with the fact that you are one lucky fuckin son of a bitch.
i'm drunk
i am definitely not missing him any less. it's changing how i have been living my life (both negative and positive) i feel kind of fucked with. i would be able to make this logical if he still wanted to get it on, call me only when he was wasted...whatever. he just wanted pussy if that were the case. but, since the invites/calls have been strictly sober, and he gives me kisses on only on the cheek and the forhead...i just don't know what to think. don't act pissed and jealous when i talk to other guys. i graduated two years ago. don't tell one person how much you care for me and someone else you think may think it's lame. just how much you think we need space. quit being so fuckin scared and just come to terms with the fact that you are one lucky fuckin son of a bitch.