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I'm at my dad's. Of course I am at my dad's because I have no access to the internet other than here or my oh-so rebellious use of my former college's internet. I AM A BAD ASS
I worked my first solo shift at Senor Matias today. I went in thinking it was my last day of training, and was pretty pumped to hear I would actually be making tips. I was told I could leave at 1:30, but ended up being the only server in the place from 2:30-4. My manager had a coke problem. He doesn't like PCP. Ay caramba.
I keep feeling ridiculously anxious about going out, lately. It's weird...Just last week I was feeling like if i didn't go out every night, I would want to kill myself to end the boredom and loneliness. I need to find a happy medium. Kirsten and I have been drawing and painting, while drinking a few beers almost everynight. She doesn't believe in TV or cell phones. So, it's completely relaxing, eerily quiet, and a bit cult-like. beautious.
My mom is such a hard-ass. I think i would have had a complete mental breakdown months ago if i were her. I am taking notes from that lady on keeping your shit straight. My dad loves me and I love him. I want a boyfriend. Kirsten and I wish we were attracted to eachother.
OH YES! I will be starting beauty school next session. I'm so excited! Just thought I'd end on my happy happy note.
And Jeremy H sleepwalks only in decent manners. Aside from the occasional bathroom sink floodings.
Welcome to LJ Newlywed Jeremy!!!!
I worked my first solo shift at Senor Matias today. I went in thinking it was my last day of training, and was pretty pumped to hear I would actually be making tips. I was told I could leave at 1:30, but ended up being the only server in the place from 2:30-4. My manager had a coke problem. He doesn't like PCP. Ay caramba.
I keep feeling ridiculously anxious about going out, lately. It's weird...Just last week I was feeling like if i didn't go out every night, I would want to kill myself to end the boredom and loneliness. I need to find a happy medium. Kirsten and I have been drawing and painting, while drinking a few beers almost everynight. She doesn't believe in TV or cell phones. So, it's completely relaxing, eerily quiet, and a bit cult-like. beautious.
My mom is such a hard-ass. I think i would have had a complete mental breakdown months ago if i were her. I am taking notes from that lady on keeping your shit straight. My dad loves me and I love him. I want a boyfriend. Kirsten and I wish we were attracted to eachother.
OH YES! I will be starting beauty school next session. I'm so excited! Just thought I'd end on my happy happy note.
And Jeremy H sleepwalks only in decent manners. Aside from the occasional bathroom sink floodings.
Welcome to LJ Newlywed Jeremy!!!!