i didnt really express my enthusiasm.
yesterday i posted an entry about seeing my friend shannon. i didnt really express how happy i was to see her. i was really shy around her, i dont know why. i kinda alwasy feel weird around people i havent seen in a while, liek i know alot about this person but not much on thier current events, so i dont know where they are at in this period of time space. but thats getting away from what im talkng about. i was like super pumped to see her, i was pissed when i couldnt find petquarters, and that guy gave me weird ass directions to some pet hospital or something. but i made it, when i saw her walking down the street i was so excited, i dont know it was like everything came rushing back at once an entire period of my life raced through my mind, then she hugged me, and it felt so good to be hugged, something lost long ago but suddenly found. then we just hung out, it was a really mellow time, like i dunno i had fun, and i enjoyed myslef, it was just really mellow. throughout the evening though i was very quiet, almost shy, i dont really have anythgn interesting going on i mean i just do what i do, so that was kinda weird i used to be able to talk so freely with her. i dunno, i was sent back when we went to the swings, the first time i kissed her was on the swings in the playground by revere high. i dunno, that brought back alot of feelings, and memories. then when i went to leave we hung out outside for a few minutes then another hug, i dont know when shannon hugged me i dunno, most hugs are short and quick but i dunno it was a long hug, i dunno it just felt good. all in all, i'm really glad i went up to see her, i'll have to go up again after she gets back from portland.