Nov 19, 2007 18:18
Congratulations, Nadia and James! <3
My baby sister just got officially engaged! I'm so happy and excited for her! And she's already asked me to be her Maid of Honour, which AW!
And this weekend Colin told me that he doesn't see himself with anyone else but me. He said he wants to grow old with me.
I'm so in love with him I could die. Sometimes I'm scared to tell him just how deep my feelings run and then he says something like that and I melt.
We got in a fight Saturday night at the bar. He was drunk, I was drunk. And hormonal. I got mad at him over something stupid and snapped at him. He got mad that I snapped after he apologized, so he was mad at me. I burst into tears and ran off to the bathroom. He followed me and waited for me outside the bathroom. And then he pulled me aside so that we could talk. And we were in the middle of the fight and he said I couldn't just snap at him all the time, and I said "I know and I try but I don't think that's something that will ever change. It's just how I am." And he said "I know. I love you anyways. I love you just the way you are and you're still the only one I want." IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR FIGHT.
Needless to say, I burst into tears right away. I don't think I've ever been so touched.
And then we talked about why we both acted the way we did and we reached a (drunken) understanding. And kissed and made up. :)
So this is love.
drinking,
squee,
wedding,
family,
colin