what it's like to love somebody
Mornings are hard. And it's really annoying when you drag your ass out of bed and actually make it to class on time at 930am only to find out that class has been canceled. >_<
Also, library computers are annoying. There is a delay on the typing...SO FRIGGIN' ANNOYING.
And I think Starbucks gave me the wrong drink...
GREAT start to a day!
I was up until 4am Monday night working on my essay. It shouldn't have taken me that long...I'm not sure what went wrong because I had a rough draft complete except for weaving through my secondary sources at 1030pm. But it's finished and I handed it in on time and that's what matters.
Even if I woke up yesterday morning thinking I was really sick. Everything hurt, especially my throat, and my eyes burned and I'm pretty sure I had a fever. Yeah, those were wonderful conditions to do my presentation under. But I think it went fairly well.
I think my TA has a crush on me or something...at first I thought it was just in my head or maybe he just thought I was a good student because he was always calling on me. But lately I've noticed that he's always LOOKING at me. It's weird. Like, someone will ask a question in class -- someone who is not me -- and he'll be staring at me when he answer it instead of the person who asked.
'Course, there are worse things that could happen. And hey, it's not like I could blame him -- I am radiantly beautiful. :P
Things with Colin are good. I can tell that he has been trying to make me happy lately, and knowing that he's trying makes me more happy than anything he's doing. But he keeps telling me how much he likes me and how beautiful I am, and it makes me feel all warm and tight inside.
He's really pushing this whole Cedar Point thing. But I don't understand how he can suggest a 5 day trip to Cedar Point staying on site and going to the park for at least 2-3 of the days when he says he can't afford a $500 trip. It seems to me that this trip would cost at least that much. And I had a suggestion that would be considerably cheaper but he doesn't seem to want to consider it... I'm not sure what to make of this.
But things are looking up for the summer at least, which is really comforting. I still have to sign up for coaching. And get a summer job. Ugh, I'm being so irresponsible. I know I have a lot of work to do, but it's no excuse not to be on those things.
I would totally be doing math now but I didn't bring my textbook to school because I didn't foresee having any time to work on it. And now I really wanna do math. >_<
Depending on what time Colin calls tonight, I might do some at his place. He had me over last night and we put on The Fellowship of the Ring and squabbled a bit over who could quote it the most. He maintains that he won and I maintain that that was because I was DEAD TIRED. And this is what I love about him. NERD! :P But it was really cool to go over yesterday because he went to Ikea on the weekend and bought a bunch of stuff and put it up and it looked really amazing. His apartment looks so much more like a home now. And how much do I love that he apparently has a candle fetish? SO MUCH! :P
And on Friday I'm making him dinner! \o/
The only problem is that he has only one pot and I need two...maybe I can bring one over. He still has so much stocking up to do at his place, but that's okay. I'll probably put off buying what I need until Friday afternoon.
I should pick up a bottle of wine, too. This could be a really great way of showing him what I consider a romantic night to be. Of course, I'll have to make sure we don't overdo it. I'd really hate to have a repeat of the Fondue party!!!
My nails continue to be shit. Grr!
But life is good. I have a lot on my plate, but everything feels really manageable.
And I'm happy. :)
Also, library computers are annoying. There is a delay on the typing...SO FRIGGIN' ANNOYING.
And I think Starbucks gave me the wrong drink...
GREAT start to a day!
I was up until 4am Monday night working on my essay. It shouldn't have taken me that long...I'm not sure what went wrong because I had a rough draft complete except for weaving through my secondary sources at 1030pm. But it's finished and I handed it in on time and that's what matters.
Even if I woke up yesterday morning thinking I was really sick. Everything hurt, especially my throat, and my eyes burned and I'm pretty sure I had a fever. Yeah, those were wonderful conditions to do my presentation under. But I think it went fairly well.
I think my TA has a crush on me or something...at first I thought it was just in my head or maybe he just thought I was a good student because he was always calling on me. But lately I've noticed that he's always LOOKING at me. It's weird. Like, someone will ask a question in class -- someone who is not me -- and he'll be staring at me when he answer it instead of the person who asked.
'Course, there are worse things that could happen. And hey, it's not like I could blame him -- I am radiantly beautiful. :P
Things with Colin are good. I can tell that he has been trying to make me happy lately, and knowing that he's trying makes me more happy than anything he's doing. But he keeps telling me how much he likes me and how beautiful I am, and it makes me feel all warm and tight inside.
He's really pushing this whole Cedar Point thing. But I don't understand how he can suggest a 5 day trip to Cedar Point staying on site and going to the park for at least 2-3 of the days when he says he can't afford a $500 trip. It seems to me that this trip would cost at least that much. And I had a suggestion that would be considerably cheaper but he doesn't seem to want to consider it... I'm not sure what to make of this.
But things are looking up for the summer at least, which is really comforting. I still have to sign up for coaching. And get a summer job. Ugh, I'm being so irresponsible. I know I have a lot of work to do, but it's no excuse not to be on those things.
I would totally be doing math now but I didn't bring my textbook to school because I didn't foresee having any time to work on it. And now I really wanna do math. >_<
Depending on what time Colin calls tonight, I might do some at his place. He had me over last night and we put on The Fellowship of the Ring and squabbled a bit over who could quote it the most. He maintains that he won and I maintain that that was because I was DEAD TIRED. And this is what I love about him. NERD! :P But it was really cool to go over yesterday because he went to Ikea on the weekend and bought a bunch of stuff and put it up and it looked really amazing. His apartment looks so much more like a home now. And how much do I love that he apparently has a candle fetish? SO MUCH! :P
And on Friday I'm making him dinner! \o/
The only problem is that he has only one pot and I need two...maybe I can bring one over. He still has so much stocking up to do at his place, but that's okay. I'll probably put off buying what I need until Friday afternoon.
I should pick up a bottle of wine, too. This could be a really great way of showing him what I consider a romantic night to be. Of course, I'll have to make sure we don't overdo it. I'd really hate to have a repeat of the Fondue party!!!
My nails continue to be shit. Grr!
But life is good. I have a lot on my plate, but everything feels really manageable.
And I'm happy. :)