GAE!
As Velvet Goldmine has taught us, ALL THAT GLITTERS IS GAY.
I think this mihgt be true.
Shiny things you can't have. You're attracted to them. And well you can't really help it.
And sometimes you'll do anything to get said shiny object even if it is ulitmately self destructive.
Then theres nothing worse than having a jewel for rent. Sometimes you can wear it, and you feel great. Greater than you've ever felt. Then when the jewels away and you can't wear it, you look at it longingly in the box. So therefor you do anything to get it out of the box and in the processs damage it.
This metaphor stuff is crap. I apologize. But i have soo much to get off my chest and i can't. So i'll stew in my silence.
I hate wanting something so bad it does actually hurt, and only getting brief tastes that keep you coming back for more. Which results in you doing stupid shit that makes things worse.
Right now i'm the queen of stupidity, and i don't wear the crown proudly.
Why can't i stop myself? Seriously??
It shouldn't be this hard.
And now i've picked at something i shouldn't have and get to face the consequences. I'm sure i'll be forgiven but still i feel so stupid.
I'm done with this stupid rant.
I'm sure i'll continue to be an idiot about certain things. SOmetimes you REALLY can't help it. I don't care what everyone says.
I think this mihgt be true.
Shiny things you can't have. You're attracted to them. And well you can't really help it.
And sometimes you'll do anything to get said shiny object even if it is ulitmately self destructive.
Then theres nothing worse than having a jewel for rent. Sometimes you can wear it, and you feel great. Greater than you've ever felt. Then when the jewels away and you can't wear it, you look at it longingly in the box. So therefor you do anything to get it out of the box and in the processs damage it.
This metaphor stuff is crap. I apologize. But i have soo much to get off my chest and i can't. So i'll stew in my silence.
I hate wanting something so bad it does actually hurt, and only getting brief tastes that keep you coming back for more. Which results in you doing stupid shit that makes things worse.
Right now i'm the queen of stupidity, and i don't wear the crown proudly.
Why can't i stop myself? Seriously??
It shouldn't be this hard.
And now i've picked at something i shouldn't have and get to face the consequences. I'm sure i'll be forgiven but still i feel so stupid.
I'm done with this stupid rant.
I'm sure i'll continue to be an idiot about certain things. SOmetimes you REALLY can't help it. I don't care what everyone says.