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[thekrems]

so this entry is obviously gonna have to be friends only because i guess i gotta vent my anger/sadness/happiness somewhere. So this is gonna have to date back probably in the beginning of January......yes yes January sounds good indeed. So first off me and Giovanna went back in forth in the break up game of well im gonna break up with you, no

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[anonymous]

Love is a battlefield. Treacherous waters we all walk through. I guess on some strange level I know what you are going through as far as a rough past few months. In December my mom (who was completely fine) collapsed on our living room floor and the next thing I knew my family was at the hospital and about an hour later she was pronounced dead with no idea of what had happened. I spent a month popping Vicadin and drinking Whiskey until I passed out (never a good idea).
Losing people you love whether it be because they move thousands of miles across the country or whether they deceit us or just plain die is never easy. Financially I am in the same boat as you are. I have no money for college and my mom was a big contributor to our finances.
My best advice is to take everything one day at a time. Be there for your mother as much as possible but don't act fine when you know something is wrong. Let out your sadness and anger as it comes because bottling it up is never good. If your girlfriend decides to go to California try your best not to be selfish, everyone needs to have time to find themselves or experience life in their own way. Holding her here will only make her eventually regret you, be supportive of her decisions as much as it hurts. "True love will withstand the test of time." so if you were meant to have a future together it will happen. With everything you have been through you deserve a lifetime of happiness and true love.
As far as RIT is concerned apply for financial aid through FAFSA, after your parents divorce I am sure you will receive state aid. You are also an intelligent person so look for scholarships they have them for just about everything.
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger. You can do this. I have all of the faith in the world. Good luck with everything, I am hoping for the best.

[thekrems]

this really touched me, but who posted this?

[safe_to_say]

Guilty as charged. Hope it still had some meaning and value to you after you know it was me.

[thekrems]

yes it still does have meaning how have you been?

[safe_to_say]

I've been better. I hope we can let go of whatever happened before between us and just be civil. How are things going with your life? Better I hope.

[thekrems]

yeah that sounds good. Things are getting there i dunno i just try to forget for the most part