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Eh, shit happens, yeah?
Sometimes I feel more responsible for some things than others...It's makes me wonder if I did the right thing. But I guess it's either A or B, you can't have both, if you could, it'd be too easy. And, as we all know, it's never that easy. I'm sorry that I fucked up. But I still don't think that I did. I just feel like it's my falult things are the way they are right now. Wow, that is way to cryptic. Some of you know what I'm talking about. I just feel like it's my fault.
I guess I can take a hint, as much as I don't want too...Dreams are just that though, dreams. The dictionary defines a dream as: a cherished aspiration, ambition or ideal, and that's all that it is. It holds no merrit. You can try to tell me to keep pursuing it, but I'll tell you right back why it isn't worth it. Go ahead, call me a loser, a quiter, a burnout. Whatever. I really don't mind that much. I have my reasons. Maybe I'm afraid of the commitment or I don't think I can handle it. When people tell you to shoot for the moon because even if you miss you'll land in the stars, yeah, they're full of shit. Life is full of dissapointments. Get used to it. Not only that, but you remember the bad times more than you remember the good ones...Shitty, eh?
Intoxication is filling my head...Kinda...Whatever.
As for you, I miss you. It's not fair. Talk about the short end of the stick, yeah? Was it too early? Probably not. But that doesn't mean that it still doesn't suck.
I've had a few things on my mind lately. Those being most of them.
Maybe we're all born to be businessmen...
Let's quit school and become rockstars and actors.
Type B personalities.
Bye
Gone
Matt
Sometimes I feel more responsible for some things than others...It's makes me wonder if I did the right thing. But I guess it's either A or B, you can't have both, if you could, it'd be too easy. And, as we all know, it's never that easy. I'm sorry that I fucked up. But I still don't think that I did. I just feel like it's my falult things are the way they are right now. Wow, that is way to cryptic. Some of you know what I'm talking about. I just feel like it's my fault.
I guess I can take a hint, as much as I don't want too...Dreams are just that though, dreams. The dictionary defines a dream as: a cherished aspiration, ambition or ideal, and that's all that it is. It holds no merrit. You can try to tell me to keep pursuing it, but I'll tell you right back why it isn't worth it. Go ahead, call me a loser, a quiter, a burnout. Whatever. I really don't mind that much. I have my reasons. Maybe I'm afraid of the commitment or I don't think I can handle it. When people tell you to shoot for the moon because even if you miss you'll land in the stars, yeah, they're full of shit. Life is full of dissapointments. Get used to it. Not only that, but you remember the bad times more than you remember the good ones...Shitty, eh?
Intoxication is filling my head...Kinda...Whatever.
As for you, I miss you. It's not fair. Talk about the short end of the stick, yeah? Was it too early? Probably not. But that doesn't mean that it still doesn't suck.
I've had a few things on my mind lately. Those being most of them.
Maybe we're all born to be businessmen...
Let's quit school and become rockstars and actors.
Type B personalities.
Bye
Gone
Matt