Emo Entry

[thekorean]

So today was kinda foggy, not the cool mysterious foggy, or the spooky "monsters in the closet" foggy, but it was the sad, somewhat depressing foggy. The kind of fog where you can't see anything in front of you, and you just feel alone. I donno, it just sorta hit me that there are lots of bad things in the world. Not just the big things that we can't control, like world hunger, wars, desease and so on and so fourth, but also the smaller things we see every day. Lots of things suck, and they seem to suck more than the good things are good. Maybe there's just a rain cloud over my head today...Or maybe I'm too insecure to accept the bad things. I know they're there, but I don't really believe they're there, I guess...If that made any sense.

I was driving home a little while ago and I just got really sad. And I'm not usually a sad person. Not like, depressed "Fuck the world" because I get like that a lot. No, it was just regular sadness. It makes me feel so exposed and helpless. *shrug* It's really weird, I'm just sad. It hit me for no reason. There was no catalyst that set it off or anything. Everything that's bothering me right now, I've known about for months. But it's just now making me feel like shit. I was just driving, minding my own business then it hit me, just as if my brain was like, "Ha, you're sad now! Take that, bitch."

C'est la vie. Writing in this thing wont solve any of my problems.

~Korean