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The Burning feeling of Lonelyness eats me up inside. Starts from the stomach and builds up to my head. Everyones left me, Gone doing their own things, and here I am trying to go toward a dream that is uncertain, filled with sacrifices, but as My days come forward My goal moves further and further from my reach, from my control, sometimes i could barely see it. But I sit there in the Dark. Alone. As I was born and as i will probably live the rest of my life, to me people come and go, never stick around and as i start to trust, start to believe, they go away. Into the Sunset. And here I am, in this dark hole surrounded by fire. Cant breath, Cant think, Cant believe, Cant live any longer. and sure people come by and say but Im always there and Ill always be there and the truth is they end up leaving anyways and right behind them the trust, the love. I dont know how i've survived all these years, all the tears, all the attempts, no clue how ill live but i dont know anymore, Im lost, someone find me Please!.
John Silva
John Silva