Dec 17, 2005 18:18
I haven't written in here lately and well, I am sure all yo guys missed me. These last few months have been stressful. Every other day I am failing English and there is drama and school is gay. I have been saying that I don't want to go to college, but comedy school. My mommy said, in response, that she doesn't think I am funny. That actually hurt my feelings and I cried a bit. I was angry at her for awhile too. Very mean, what she did was.
The newspaper, the one I am the Editor-in-Chief of, is so sexy this time. I put a lot of work in and it just looks really good. Its smaller too, but really good. I am bored out of my mind but since I have so much homework, I would feel bad going out, so I just sit in my house all day not doing homework instead. I feel as bad, but I feel like I could be more productive at home. I never am.
Today, I watched Starting Over, the woman's show about women with problems that I watch everyday. Then I watched a lot of True Life on MTV, and then Hairspray. I feel like watching another musical now. Maybe The Sound of Music. I also feel like eating, but no food in the house and no desire to actually leave the house and go get some. My friend, Ryan is back in town from college in Philadelphia. He visited school yesterday but I didn't see him. Our winter break starts in a week. I can already tell that this week coming up is going to be hell.
Random question: Why is it that people try to save injured or sick people in situations where resources are very limited, like a stranded island or desert? All I know is, I wouldn't try to save anyone and I wouldn't want to be saved.
Oooh, the Fifth Element is on! But I am watching Newsies because I heard it mentioned and I think there is singing and orphans...LIKE ANNIE!...with boys. Christian Bale is in it.
Christmas is going to be grim this year because me and my madre are poor. She just got a great job but that doesn't help 8 days before the holiday. I am not too upset about it, meaning, I don't think I will cry on Christmas like I did last year but I am not really excited about it either. I have pretty much decided to stay up all Christmas eve and then take a Tylenol PM that morning so I can sleep through the day. But I have decided I want to start owning TV shows on DVD. I will probably get a job this summer just for that.
I want House, Veronica Mars, Desperate House Wives, The L Word, Oz, Def Poetry, Sex and the City, Battlestar Galactica, Northern Exposure, Firefly, Degrassi, Greys Anatomy (evetually, cuz its not out), and lots of other stuff. Not to mention all the musical I need to get. I wish I had time to work and like do the play, and AP Lit, but I don't have the time. Oh well, I guess. Soon enough I will have money again, my Social security will be back and my mommy has a job. Life will be easy street real soon. OH! And my mommy just got this thing that will pay for all her medicine starting in January. Thats like saving MILLION DOLLARS a month. THAT MAKES ME HAPPY!