Exam worry
Woke up this morning, had a minor massive breakdown and cried about my phylogenetics exam this afternoon. Rang my mum and she pointed out that I've been revising for weeks and have revised the whole module so I should be a lot better prepared than I feel. But I just can't LEARN. There are so many intricate facts and I'm rubbish and maybe I would have been better off sticking with what I was naturally good at instead of what I love. But I love it, what else could I have done with my life? This is the only thing I want. And I understand it and enjoy it, it's just when it comes to exams I cannot remember all the little facts. I spend so much time feeling stupid.
I need to go into this exam feeling positive. I'm going to have a nice, long, relaxing bath and take my notes and a cup of tea in with me. It's going to be okay. I've done my best and I just hope that's good enough, because I feel like it isn't.
Waiting for the bathroom to become free is so frustrating. All of me is sore and I just want to go and have a soak and read my notes and not be so scared anymore.
I need to go into this exam feeling positive. I'm going to have a nice, long, relaxing bath and take my notes and a cup of tea in with me. It's going to be okay. I've done my best and I just hope that's good enough, because I feel like it isn't.
Waiting for the bathroom to become free is so frustrating. All of me is sore and I just want to go and have a soak and read my notes and not be so scared anymore.