I'm mad...
Dear Journal,
I am so anoyed, I am so mad. This little fucking compolsive liar likes my boyfriend. I mean were supposed to be friends I mean when we hung out with her liek a week ago she was flirting with him right infont of me. I mean she has a fucking boyfried. So why does she want mine. Oh probably because Tom is so much better then her little faggot ass bitch boyfriend. I mean if your suppossed to be someone's friend you don't flirt with there boyfriend.
And just for the record hes not intrested in you no tits, no ass, compolsive lies! He know that you lie. Everyone does because your so bad at it! Lieing to impress him doesnt work! You think your like so better then me and that you can have anyone you want! News flash I get more boyfriends then you! But Toms the only one you can't fucking have. Go ahead take all the asshole boyfriends I've had I dont care!
But I think the only reason you want Tom is because you know you can't have him. We're in love, so get over it. He will never like you. so you can flirt and lie all you want because it just pisses him off. Believe me he loves me not you so get the fuck over it. You can't have him. It not might fault that all your boyfriends are "drugged up losers, who supposibly hit you" Common sense to leave right away. But I highly doubt that they do. It's probably just another one of your stupid lies. Oh and no one feels bad for you.
I mean you get so jelous when I have sex with him, and when I kiss him, and when I hold his fucking hand. Admit it. And realize he likes me, not you. Maybe if you develope bigger boobs and at least a visible ass and a personality then maybe he will like you. But don't count on it. Maybe you should stop lieing to.
I mean even my best friend thinks the same thing. So your in the wrong here. I mean I dont know why your so jelous about Tom and I having sex, because your a virgin and your afraid to even have a guy put his hand down your pants. So maybe he will like you when your 95% horny all the time like myself. But don't count on that either. The only decent thing about you is your face. And even that isnt really that great.
But you know I gotta give you credit on the fact you had enough balls to flirt with him right in front of me. But I swear to god, you try to kiss him or anything to show you like him I'll beat your fucking ass so bad you wont be able to sit for a month. Not to mention never get another boyfriend again. I know your reading this. You will probaby deny the whole thing later. But you can't. Because Tom and I both see it. You try way to hard.
Well I'm done with bitching you out so now lets talk about the few days I didn't update.
Well I have been deprived for like to days. No sex =( Ah! I'm still talking to that old friend on the phone every night. Tom and I three way her. I miss hanging out with her. Were making plans to chill sometime. Just Tom me and her.
Well anyway. It's my dad's birthday... And Family day...So I can't see Tom because it's double the power...blah..But I think I'm gonna call him soon.
School starts soon. I'm sorta excited. But sorta not. I get to see Tom less.
=(
But I guess when he gets his license in November it will be good.
Well thats all for now. Updates later...Maybe
9:34 PM
Well I havent talked to Tom all day...Well I did for a few minutes like 10 minutes ago. But not about anything we normally talk about.
I was babysitting and Joel and Cierra were playing with some room freshener or something and they got it on them and they started turning red. I was like wtf. So I gave Cierra a bath. She all better now.
Well I may call Tom back soon. Not much to say...more updates tomarow
Peace..
~Bitch~
PS: R.I.P Ant!!! We miss you!! 1/6/05
I am so anoyed, I am so mad. This little fucking compolsive liar likes my boyfriend. I mean were supposed to be friends I mean when we hung out with her liek a week ago she was flirting with him right infont of me. I mean she has a fucking boyfried. So why does she want mine. Oh probably because Tom is so much better then her little faggot ass bitch boyfriend. I mean if your suppossed to be someone's friend you don't flirt with there boyfriend.
And just for the record hes not intrested in you no tits, no ass, compolsive lies! He know that you lie. Everyone does because your so bad at it! Lieing to impress him doesnt work! You think your like so better then me and that you can have anyone you want! News flash I get more boyfriends then you! But Toms the only one you can't fucking have. Go ahead take all the asshole boyfriends I've had I dont care!
But I think the only reason you want Tom is because you know you can't have him. We're in love, so get over it. He will never like you. so you can flirt and lie all you want because it just pisses him off. Believe me he loves me not you so get the fuck over it. You can't have him. It not might fault that all your boyfriends are "drugged up losers, who supposibly hit you" Common sense to leave right away. But I highly doubt that they do. It's probably just another one of your stupid lies. Oh and no one feels bad for you.
I mean you get so jelous when I have sex with him, and when I kiss him, and when I hold his fucking hand. Admit it. And realize he likes me, not you. Maybe if you develope bigger boobs and at least a visible ass and a personality then maybe he will like you. But don't count on it. Maybe you should stop lieing to.
I mean even my best friend thinks the same thing. So your in the wrong here. I mean I dont know why your so jelous about Tom and I having sex, because your a virgin and your afraid to even have a guy put his hand down your pants. So maybe he will like you when your 95% horny all the time like myself. But don't count on that either. The only decent thing about you is your face. And even that isnt really that great.
But you know I gotta give you credit on the fact you had enough balls to flirt with him right in front of me. But I swear to god, you try to kiss him or anything to show you like him I'll beat your fucking ass so bad you wont be able to sit for a month. Not to mention never get another boyfriend again. I know your reading this. You will probaby deny the whole thing later. But you can't. Because Tom and I both see it. You try way to hard.
Well I'm done with bitching you out so now lets talk about the few days I didn't update.
Well I have been deprived for like to days. No sex =( Ah! I'm still talking to that old friend on the phone every night. Tom and I three way her. I miss hanging out with her. Were making plans to chill sometime. Just Tom me and her.
Well anyway. It's my dad's birthday... And Family day...So I can't see Tom because it's double the power...blah..But I think I'm gonna call him soon.
School starts soon. I'm sorta excited. But sorta not. I get to see Tom less.
=(
But I guess when he gets his license in November it will be good.
Well thats all for now. Updates later...Maybe
9:34 PM
Well I havent talked to Tom all day...Well I did for a few minutes like 10 minutes ago. But not about anything we normally talk about.
I was babysitting and Joel and Cierra were playing with some room freshener or something and they got it on them and they started turning red. I was like wtf. So I gave Cierra a bath. She all better now.
Well I may call Tom back soon. Not much to say...more updates tomarow
Peace..
~Bitch~
PS: R.I.P Ant!!! We miss you!! 1/6/05