107 (because SOMEONE had to remind me)
(it was NOT a challenge, btw, dammit)
haven't been sleeping enough since sunday, will not sleep enough until next wednesday when i don't actually have to be anywhere. but at this point, i'm probably depriving myself of sleep on purpose.
also preparing myself for my first B in my favorite class this quarter. sigh. yeah, wednesday is the fucking worst.
everyone i'm related to is dying, i've lost 3 people in a span of 3 months. though it's more my mother's loss: her eldest sister, her eldest living brother, and now her aunt. Newark, Fiji, Vancouver. I wish I could go to Canada with her, but i'm smack in the middle of stressville and if I go I'll only stress out more cuz I won't have time to sleep with all the studying and essay-writing i'm going to have to get done. not like i have time to sleep without going to Canada. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck f
(PS Dara yeah that's right, i have more nitin sahwney than you)
chai w/ soymilk is not badactually extremely tasty, esp when you think you are getting sick. milk is bad when you are sick. milk is nasty anyway. fuck you, milk!
EVEN VIDEO GAMES ARE FRUSTRATING RIGHT NOW
i like livejournal because you don't have to make sense, which is good because sometimes i need to not make sense
haven't been sleeping enough since sunday, will not sleep enough until next wednesday when i don't actually have to be anywhere. but at this point, i'm probably depriving myself of sleep on purpose.
also preparing myself for my first B in my favorite class this quarter. sigh. yeah, wednesday is the fucking worst.
everyone i'm related to is dying, i've lost 3 people in a span of 3 months. though it's more my mother's loss: her eldest sister, her eldest living brother, and now her aunt. Newark, Fiji, Vancouver. I wish I could go to Canada with her, but i'm smack in the middle of stressville and if I go I'll only stress out more cuz I won't have time to sleep with all the studying and essay-writing i'm going to have to get done. not like i have time to sleep without going to Canada. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck f
(PS Dara yeah that's right, i have more nitin sahwney than you)
chai w/ soymilk is not badactually extremely tasty, esp when you think you are getting sick. milk is bad when you are sick. milk is nasty anyway. fuck you, milk!
EVEN VIDEO GAMES ARE FRUSTRATING RIGHT NOW
i like livejournal because you don't have to make sense, which is good because sometimes i need to not make sense