this hero falls

[thekillingtree]

smoke from the cigarettes burns my eyes
the taste of blood fills my mouth
inside my laughter, cries for silence
when will this night end
wake up a new day which turns out even worse
my heart has grown to hate
faking happiness for others
hugs full of emptiness
whats gonna happen when im gone
friends i look at as heros will fade
one by one
im drowning, but im burning too
cant forget the last kiss but instead this is what i get
a letter and a photograph...
the distance is too great
what can i do?
when will my eyes stay closed forever
still able to see her
my deep breaths, fast thoughts, she is nothing more than an image i still hold oh so dear

meh sorry for rambling i suck at life xoxoxoxoxo