Now for a real update...

Feb 18, 2005 18:20

So the last few days have been pretty difficult for me to get through. I just feel as if I have been running around everywhere, never slowing down to enjoy life. There have been so many moments when I have just wanted to throw myself face down into the grass on landis and let the earth consume me. I take the same paths back to my building every day, the same paths to everywhere; it's all growing so old. But that's just me, I'm never content with my life as it is. I always want something more; new people, new environments, new experiences...new paths. I can't handle this monotonous lifestyle. I'm starting to wonder if I will ever be content, if I will ever be able to stay in a long-term relationship, or anything long-term for that matter. I'm not sure if it's possible for me; I don't think I will be satisfied. It's my perpetual desire for variety in life, I guess. I envision myself always moving, always traveling, always...going away. It scares me to think that I will never be able to stay put...

In other news, [as seen below] Sarah and I FINALLY signed the lease today. I'm incredibly excited. I have a house. It still hasn't quite hit me yet... I plan on moving in in June [there are a few rooms open during the summer if anyone is interested]. After we signed the lease, our landlord got really excited and started telling us about all the flowers he had planted the day before; He's such an endearing old man.

And oh yeah, I almost forgot how fun ear infections are...

--peace

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