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I miss the times when life seemed so much easier. all I had to do was wake up and do what was expected of me. maybe im not the same me that i was before... or maybe im finally realizin that "me" isnt who i thought it was. so many questions keep me from really living, and enjoying what i know to be the only life i'll ever have. but, how do i know that the answers i've been given will really bring me to the final destination? Here it is on the table. I don't know if i can really live my faith for a while with out some proof---other than the fact that my oral comm class got canceled today--- that what im living for is really worth it all. yes. i still believe there is a god. but, how can we really understand anything about this all-powerful being who created us? and if we did, how do we know that there is, in fact, a life after this one? i am feeling a lack of faith. where is the fact of it? why not live for the day that we have already? it's all just so aggrivating that i want to give up on faith. why not live for the simple pleasures? why not do everything that we want to do, deep down on the inside? isnt it just that simple? why would god create temptation, if only to deny it? will it really make any difference?...too many questions without a founded answer. I need some type of help that can clear things up...by the way... my bass's new name is Hobbes, like the tiger from Calavin and Hobbes