never thought I'd feel so Not-Old

[thekiefster]

Has it really been nineteen years? I swear it was just yesterday I was saying that I'd surely do something stupid and get myself killed before 18....akward silence....But, last night I had a horrible fever that broke at about 5 am thanks to Ren and 3 of his friggin' huge Tylenol A-Bombs. So, today, I just feel a little bit sluggish. My body aches, but that's to be expected. Evidently I got harrassed in Fiction class because it was my birthday and I wasn't there....but I really missed because I'd slept through it. I miss my family a lot, but I'm sure it's for the best, because I couldn't wait to get out of the house at the end of the summer. Ugh, the semester is almost over, and I'm thinking "so, this is real life." My new friends aren't unlike my "old" friends, but, at the same time they're completely different... I don't know why.... I'm in love with my room. We're always changing the layout, and this one isn't quite as cool as the last one, but it is more relaxed. Atleast, I dont have to climb up a bunk now. I'm pretty sure I should've thrown in a few paragraph seperations in here, but I dont mind too much. If you feel differently, let me know. The time has flown. not just this year--though it only seems a few days since it all started-- but my whole life. Could I sum it all up in one word?
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No.