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[thekidster16]

havnt wrot in this for a while. i was sitting in my room thinking last nite abt the past week and ALL the stuff ive done. then i thought abt wot sum one said to me the other day " u just wana do this to add me to ur list" that kinda hurt me and made me feel a little sick that some girls think that of me. the worst thing is that wen it cums to girls and stuff i hav no will power so much so im starting to hurt by friends and people i care abt. they all called me a ho with a soul for a laugh but its got to the point were they all think it. which is also pisses me off. some people hav been saying i couldnt go a week without beein with a girl which is true i cant so im goin to do sumthing impossible for me go with woman for 2 weeks (trust me thats hard for me) it sounds alittle sad but i realy dont want to me known as wot sum people wud call "A player" (bit of male bull shit there for ya) also ive given up smoking way hey go me. also im wearing a red band round my wrist to remindme im doin this 2 week thing. wel 12 days coz ive already gone two days.
rules

Things i cant do over the next 2 weeks
no sex
no oral
no hand stuff
no kissing
no kissing in places
no blowing
no touching
no sucking
no biteing
no being topless in public

things i can do
flirting
hugging
kissing on the cheek
dancing

and that it.

by kyle m dowling

p.s its not attention seeking

p.p.s im ill urgh