to do list
some of these things are WAY past due.
Needs
~ get a job...
~ get my license.
~ go back to school.
~ open another bank account.
~ get a car.
~ move the fuck out of this nut house. ( i love them, but damn.)
Wants
~ finish my story.
~ finish my book.
~ finish the songs i started.
~ perfect playing the keyboard with two hands.
~ get my violin fixed.
~ finish the photo album i'm making for my mother.
~ finish my essay.
~ finish the four books i've been reading (they're almost done, i just stopped with twenty pages to go in all of them).
i don't want to rush moving out because i want to have secure finances. i don't want to move out and move back in two months later. that's not my idea of fun. i contemplated moving back in with my mother but that would be even worse. not that i don't love her, but there's something about that house that makes me feel uneasy. maybe i could register for spring semester and apply for a loan. i could pay off debt and get things straightened around. i know that when i go back to school i won't be skipping classes. it seems i've done a lot of growing up since 2005. i just know if i don't get a job soon i'm going to lose all touch with reality. there's only so long i can feel useless before i crack. if anyone knows anywhere that's hiring, let me know. pleasepleasepleaseplease. when i call places they tell me"we'll call you," or "we're not hiring right now." i'm getting very frustrated with the whole situation. i'll take a waitressing job. i'll take anything that isn't fast food or telemarketing, actually. for now, i'll just work on my writing. not that it'll get me anywhere. oh well, i'm still surprisingly optimistic. that's it for now.
Needs
~ get a job...
~ get my license.
~ go back to school.
~ open another bank account.
~ get a car.
~ move the fuck out of this nut house. ( i love them, but damn.)
Wants
~ finish my story.
~ finish my book.
~ finish the songs i started.
~ perfect playing the keyboard with two hands.
~ get my violin fixed.
~ finish the photo album i'm making for my mother.
~ finish my essay.
~ finish the four books i've been reading (they're almost done, i just stopped with twenty pages to go in all of them).
i don't want to rush moving out because i want to have secure finances. i don't want to move out and move back in two months later. that's not my idea of fun. i contemplated moving back in with my mother but that would be even worse. not that i don't love her, but there's something about that house that makes me feel uneasy. maybe i could register for spring semester and apply for a loan. i could pay off debt and get things straightened around. i know that when i go back to school i won't be skipping classes. it seems i've done a lot of growing up since 2005. i just know if i don't get a job soon i'm going to lose all touch with reality. there's only so long i can feel useless before i crack. if anyone knows anywhere that's hiring, let me know. pleasepleasepleaseplease. when i call places they tell me"we'll call you," or "we're not hiring right now." i'm getting very frustrated with the whole situation. i'll take a waitressing job. i'll take anything that isn't fast food or telemarketing, actually. for now, i'll just work on my writing. not that it'll get me anywhere. oh well, i'm still surprisingly optimistic. that's it for now.