I'm falling apart!
I used to think that once you turn 18 your parents let up on you at least a little bit. WOW was I wrong!!! My mom has only buckled down on me more! I sometmes wish I was more like Krista, my sister. But only in the way she is allowed to do so much more than me even though she is younger! She gets to spend every waking moment of her day with Matt, her beau, aka her bitch. He's pathetic really, he follows her around like a lost puppy. He lets her walk all over her.
I'm looking for a guy who has good hygiene habits, nice smile, likes to cuddle, and has to be bigger than me as well as taller. I want an honest, decent guy who can learn from his mistakes. I dont want him to have too much experience, but I also dont wanna have to show him the ropes. (I don mean that sexually!) Has to be sweet to me, no assholes! I like romantics, but they also have to have a funny/silly side! I want someone to keep me warm at night. I met this guy online and I dont know why I chose him to talk to, but I did. I've never met anyone online before, nor talked to anyone I've never met. This guy seems different though. He has something about him that makes me wanna know more about him. I'm not expecting anyone to fit this "mold" I just, well I guess I'm trying to find out what I want. I still dont really know what I want outta life. I know that I wanna be a nurse, and eventually have a husband and kids. But other than that, I'm clueless! And that's not an easy thing for me to say. I feel like I was thrown in a different world. I am deathly afraid of the unknown! I like knowing whats going on around me. I dunno whee I'm going with this, but someone talked to me tonight who got me thinking about a lot of stuff. I just dont get how you canlike someone s muh when you dont even really know them. But inner feelings have weird ways of working. I just hope he lets this weird feeling happen.
I'm looking for a guy who has good hygiene habits, nice smile, likes to cuddle, and has to be bigger than me as well as taller. I want an honest, decent guy who can learn from his mistakes. I dont want him to have too much experience, but I also dont wanna have to show him the ropes. (I don mean that sexually!) Has to be sweet to me, no assholes! I like romantics, but they also have to have a funny/silly side! I want someone to keep me warm at night. I met this guy online and I dont know why I chose him to talk to, but I did. I've never met anyone online before, nor talked to anyone I've never met. This guy seems different though. He has something about him that makes me wanna know more about him. I'm not expecting anyone to fit this "mold" I just, well I guess I'm trying to find out what I want. I still dont really know what I want outta life. I know that I wanna be a nurse, and eventually have a husband and kids. But other than that, I'm clueless! And that's not an easy thing for me to say. I feel like I was thrown in a different world. I am deathly afraid of the unknown! I like knowing whats going on around me. I dunno whee I'm going with this, but someone talked to me tonight who got me thinking about a lot of stuff. I just dont get how you canlike someone s muh when you dont even really know them. But inner feelings have weird ways of working. I just hope he lets this weird feeling happen.