Deeds Undun

May 29, 2005 00:06

Today has been a day of dashed expectations. Everything I had planned out so meticulously was changed at the last second, almost without my knowlegde.

And yet, in those times when your plans fall through, sometimes you find the diamond in the rough that you never knew was there. You just have to keep an open mind.

I guess the lesson I learned is that I shouldn't plan things too much, because the ground we build plans on is "often too shaky to be trutworthy."

The reason I don't update my livejournal too much, I think, is that I don't like substituting big vocabulary words for feelings. I don't mean expressing my feelings, I'm all for that. I just don't like coming off like I'm trying to exchange my feelings for words that have paltry, smarmy connotations behind them. I prefer to live out my feelings, to confront anyone I have a problem with, to grab life by the balls instead of sitting in front of my computer and moaping about it.

...And then again, there's always the happy things to update about =)
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