I'm sorry to the entire world.
Hey,
I just wanted to say I'm sorry to everyone. I am extremely stressed out and tired and just really really really emotional lately. And NO I am NOT pms'ing....I know thats what some of you are going to attribute my attitude to and I HATE that so I just wanted to clear that up. LOL Attribute my bitchy ass attitude to being a Papania ... LOL ... the Good Lord KNOWS its the truth! Anyways, I really am sorry I've been a bitch lately. I seriously do try to stop it and to curb it but sometimes it leaks through and I'm sorry. When I'm stressed out I don't sleep and when I don't sleep I get bitchy and when I get bitchy I snap at people and I really am sorry. Shannon last night I over reacted and now I'm embarassed and I'm sorry. Thats the last time I'm saying that LOL I've said it like 5 times now.
Anyways.... Barachel and I made up I think. We're just both really busy and headed into two very different directions in life and its just hard sometimes to make a friendship last. Its hard to find time to hang out and stuff when both people are really crazy busy. But we'll make it. Hell, we survived middle school AND highschool. If we survived puberty we'll survive this. LOL She's the only friend thats not a relative that I've remained friends with for over 10 years. Hmmmm.... maybe thats a lie. Jonathan and I have been friends since we were like 5. So I guess he's the winner in that department. We've been friends for 19 years almost. But we don't talk all the time. Its just like no time has passed when we do talk. HMMMMM I'm rambling. I'm sorry.
Its been awesome having Stephen home! I am NOT looking forward to Sunday when he goes back to Hawaii. :( But if the Lord brought you to it he will bring you through it. I am going to write him all the time and hopefully he'll write me back. He's the best brother EVER.
Soooooo.....my birthday is next Wednesday. I am going to be OLD. UGH. Lets not even go there. All I want for my birthday is a family dinner at the Cheesecake Factory. I LOVE that place. And by family I mean Mom, Dad, Jenny, Sandy, Owen, and Stephen. Stephen will leave before then so maybe we can do it Saturday or something. I say a lot of krap about my family (mom dad jenny sandy owen and stephen) but they are seriously THE ONLY PEOPLE who have supported me 100% with this Germany thing. They didn't bitch me out for not going directly to school. They didn't doubt my abilities. They didn't talk shit behind my back. They didn't laugh at me. They just accepted me and said " your going to be awesome " and I am so thankful to them for that. I love them to death. I am thankful to all of you guys...Brookie, Suzie, Justin & all the MM's of course. I love you guys. And I love everyone. Thank you.
Well not a lot going on with me. I work tomorrow which is going to suck some major ass since its 1am and I am wide awake. Oh well. I have Wednesday through Sunday off of work so I'll make up the sleep later. I'm still working on trying to sale my car. Theres this one guy that might buy it. If not I'm talking to the insurance people and also the car note people and at the worst I'll refinance my car and get a different cheaper insurance agent. It would be stupid to let a car keep me from going to Germany.
My new years plans are non existant. I am going to catch up with Barachel on New Years Eve and exchange Christmas gifts. Then I'm hanging out at home with my parents. I know its lame but I am going to miss them. Then hopefully I'll hang out with Jenny. Next to Brookie she's probably my best friend and I love her to death. I also am going to watch T2 and T3 with Stephen. FInally.
Well....I'm finally getting sleepy so I'm going to run. I love you guys. I'm sorry again for the attitude. Oh and when I leave I am probably going to stop writing in this journal and create a new one for Germany. It will just be easier to type everything I'm doing on that one and forward it to everyone then writing it 900 times to 900 different people.
Love you guys,
Katie
OH YEAH - Nancy said to leave what I wanted for my birthday on here - I want to see all of my friends. Thats all. I would love to talk to Justin. Man, that would be awesome. LOL Thats me dreaming. I miss him. Okay so thats what I want. Love you guys.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry to everyone. I am extremely stressed out and tired and just really really really emotional lately. And NO I am NOT pms'ing....I know thats what some of you are going to attribute my attitude to and I HATE that so I just wanted to clear that up. LOL Attribute my bitchy ass attitude to being a Papania ... LOL ... the Good Lord KNOWS its the truth! Anyways, I really am sorry I've been a bitch lately. I seriously do try to stop it and to curb it but sometimes it leaks through and I'm sorry. When I'm stressed out I don't sleep and when I don't sleep I get bitchy and when I get bitchy I snap at people and I really am sorry. Shannon last night I over reacted and now I'm embarassed and I'm sorry. Thats the last time I'm saying that LOL I've said it like 5 times now.
Anyways.... Barachel and I made up I think. We're just both really busy and headed into two very different directions in life and its just hard sometimes to make a friendship last. Its hard to find time to hang out and stuff when both people are really crazy busy. But we'll make it. Hell, we survived middle school AND highschool. If we survived puberty we'll survive this. LOL She's the only friend thats not a relative that I've remained friends with for over 10 years. Hmmmm.... maybe thats a lie. Jonathan and I have been friends since we were like 5. So I guess he's the winner in that department. We've been friends for 19 years almost. But we don't talk all the time. Its just like no time has passed when we do talk. HMMMMM I'm rambling. I'm sorry.
Its been awesome having Stephen home! I am NOT looking forward to Sunday when he goes back to Hawaii. :( But if the Lord brought you to it he will bring you through it. I am going to write him all the time and hopefully he'll write me back. He's the best brother EVER.
Soooooo.....my birthday is next Wednesday. I am going to be OLD. UGH. Lets not even go there. All I want for my birthday is a family dinner at the Cheesecake Factory. I LOVE that place. And by family I mean Mom, Dad, Jenny, Sandy, Owen, and Stephen. Stephen will leave before then so maybe we can do it Saturday or something. I say a lot of krap about my family (mom dad jenny sandy owen and stephen) but they are seriously THE ONLY PEOPLE who have supported me 100% with this Germany thing. They didn't bitch me out for not going directly to school. They didn't doubt my abilities. They didn't talk shit behind my back. They didn't laugh at me. They just accepted me and said " your going to be awesome " and I am so thankful to them for that. I love them to death. I am thankful to all of you guys...Brookie, Suzie, Justin & all the MM's of course. I love you guys. And I love everyone. Thank you.
Well not a lot going on with me. I work tomorrow which is going to suck some major ass since its 1am and I am wide awake. Oh well. I have Wednesday through Sunday off of work so I'll make up the sleep later. I'm still working on trying to sale my car. Theres this one guy that might buy it. If not I'm talking to the insurance people and also the car note people and at the worst I'll refinance my car and get a different cheaper insurance agent. It would be stupid to let a car keep me from going to Germany.
My new years plans are non existant. I am going to catch up with Barachel on New Years Eve and exchange Christmas gifts. Then I'm hanging out at home with my parents. I know its lame but I am going to miss them. Then hopefully I'll hang out with Jenny. Next to Brookie she's probably my best friend and I love her to death. I also am going to watch T2 and T3 with Stephen. FInally.
Well....I'm finally getting sleepy so I'm going to run. I love you guys. I'm sorry again for the attitude. Oh and when I leave I am probably going to stop writing in this journal and create a new one for Germany. It will just be easier to type everything I'm doing on that one and forward it to everyone then writing it 900 times to 900 different people.
Love you guys,
Katie
OH YEAH - Nancy said to leave what I wanted for my birthday on here - I want to see all of my friends. Thats all. I would love to talk to Justin. Man, that would be awesome. LOL Thats me dreaming. I miss him. Okay so thats what I want. Love you guys.