Update in the hizzouse

Nov 28, 2003 23:35

I hate the cold. Its stupid 39 degress. I hate coats. I hate how your nose gets all numb and you can't tell if its running...lol thats gross. Anyways - Happy Late Thanksgiving! I hope you all had a great day! Thank you Barachel for calling me all the way from New York City your the sweetest! I had a great day.
Tuesday work was a nightmare. Seriously, if I hadn't already turned in my notice I totally would have that day! It was awful. But I had Wednesday through Friday off so thats good. Tuesday after work I went over to Jenny's house and helped her watch Owen! He is so cute. I can NOT believe he's already 3 months old. Insane. Wednesday we got up and went grocery shopping and then baked our asses off. Wellll...Jenny baked her ass off, I just played with and babysat Owen. I did however make Pumpkin Bars - it took me FOREVER and Jenny was the only one to eat some. :( oh well. Then yesterday we all - meaning - Mom, Dad, Jenny, Sandy, Sharon, Tim, and myself met at Jenny and Sandy's for dinner and to watch the Cowboys suck some ass. That pretty much was my day.
Today I woke up early and got into an argument with my Dad. I have a flair for the dramatics ..... its the Italian in me I guess...and I very dramatically stormed out of the house only later realyzing I was still in my pajamas. I ran two errands - went by the post office and got gas - but couldn't really go shopping in my nighty. I drove around seriously for THREE hours and then went home. We're better now. I think the problem with us is that I'm just like him and thats not good. lol I mean we're so alike that we get into fights. I don't know if that makes any kind of sence.
Anyways.....tonight I hung out with the cool Ms. Brooke. We went shopping and I got the most awesomest pink nail polish...its called "Fearless Fusia" Its just so awesome! LOL I'm pretty easily amused. I also got this totally freaking cute - like it has to be the coolest skirt ever!!!!! I am going to be so cute for my interview! yay. Oh and I also caved in and bought the stupid itty bitty purse I've been wanting. I know its dumb - I can fit my cell phone and my car keys in it and thats about it. But its cute and I love it so thats good. Then we went to Chili's for dinner. I love that place. I had the Margarita Chicken - yummmm - it was awesome - they don't warn you that its served up with an ass load of dookie beans though. lol
Well, I also just wanted to apologize to everyone for my sucky attitude lately. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm just going through a lot of stuff and I really can't handle stress that well. Apparently I either get an ulcer or mood swings. I almost would prefer having the ulcer back. At least then I lost some weight lol. I just haven't really dealt with Nana dying and then having to deal with the fact that my brother is going off to Iraq and then me having to move to Wichita Falls and now with this AFRC thing.... I don't know. I don't know. I KNOW that shouldn't be an excuse and I'm sorry. I really am trying and I promise you I will get better. I just get mad a lot lately and I have a hard time controlling it. I'm either upset or crying or both. Its not good and i know that. Anyway, I really am sorry. I do love you guys. And I think one of you is ignoring me because of an away message I had a few days ago - or maybe it was because of my last journal entry about the whole me calling guys ass monkeys I don't know - at any rate I really wasn't aiming that at anyone in particular. I was just mad at all guys that day. My boss, my brother, my friend's stupid boyfriend you know.... Anyway if I upset you or anyone else in your family I really do feel horrible. I really am sorry. I love you guys and would never intentionally hurt you.
Okay well I gotta get going. Thanks for listening. Love you guys. Peace out.
Kates
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