I kicked accounting's ASSSSS Baby!

Oct 29, 2003 22:28

Guess what. I went to work and kicked its ASS! Hell yes thats right. I suck at math, I hate it and it hates me right back...soooo...whats the logical thing for me to do? Thats right, be an office manager at an accounting office.(I'm so retarded) Anyway, I go to work today and I was brilliant. I think Joe, my boss, was in shock. I mean, I actually explained Krap to HIM instead of vice versa. HA. Who's the bad ass accountant now??? yeaaaaa its still not me but really I did good at work today. Seeeee....you wait three years good things happen. It only took three years for me to understand how to do part of my job. LOL
I got a reply from Justin today. I feel STUPID. Is he my boyfriend? No. Are we dating other people? No. Did he just say that because he can't date other people? I don't know. I don't think so. I don't know. Its all very confusing and one of those lets get to know each other better and wait till I get home and wait till we can actually date sort of situations. WHICH by the way confuses me to because how is that going to happen when he's in Colorado and I'm in Texas? I don't know. I don't know krap and I feel stupid and I don't know what I am supposed to do. I do know I love him, I do know he's worth waiting for, I do know that if its supposed to work out it will. I'm giving it to God. In the mean time I'm getting ready to move away to start my junior year in college. Can I date other people??? I don't know. I'm really not intersted in that right now. BUT what if someone askes me out and I like them? I DON"T KNOW,.......................AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.............I mean, I really liked Josh but I said NO to him because I didn't know where krap stood with Justin and I don't want to mess krap up before it has a chance to start but at the same time I can't just put my life on hold and wait forever. I will wait till he gets home and I will write him and ask these sorts of questions as they and if they should arise. Thank you Shannon for listening to me this afternoon. I LOVE you so much for always doing that. Thank you Jenny and Shell. THANK YOU SUZIE, you are so awesome. Sometimes I forget your his sister and that it might be wierd for you. Your so cool. I really do love your brother.
Okie dokie.....speaking of friends I did talk to Josh today. He's good. I am trying to hook him up with you Brookie. I love his mother. Mother Cheese. She is the funnest woman ever. She was just down visiting him. Awww.....how I love the cheese.
What else? I am not dressing up for Halloween. I love Halloween. Its the best holiday but I just don't feel like dressing up. I had big Dolly Partan plans but since Nana died I just don't feel like it. :(
I am going to go. Thanks for listening to me.
You guys rock and I gotta roll.
How corny am I?
don't answer that.
love to all.
kates
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