Aug 28, 2005 01:37
I'm really depressed right now...
I'd talk about it...but theres no one to listen, because it at least seems like nobody cares.
thats okay.
a really hot episode of the fresh prince of bel-air was just on. Carlton was going to be a professional bowler...I'd never seen that one before.
I love 90's tv.
sometimes it feels like matthew is the only person in the world that cares about me....and it only feels like he does when he reaches out for me, or falls asleep on my chest, or looks up at me with his toothy little grin and utters some unintelligible exclamation/question......everything he says is a question. well except for uh-uh..and that one time he said "that james"
last entry was better....you should all listen to it.
I'd apologize for the tone of this entry, but I'm done apologizing for how I feel.