man you really freak me out.
I hate those days when you rush from one thing to another...but don't really accomplish anything and end up just feeling tired and stressed at the end of the day rather than feeling like you actually spent your time wisely.
I can't really say thats how I felt about today, but I thought that would be how I felt today.
I had to get up at 8am to take my final this morning. I did decent. hopefully 80+. I then came home and chilled for a bit. I called james and we talked for a bit. he seems to be having alot of fun so I'm happy for him. I ended up hanging up because I felt like I was bugging him. I dunno...thats why I let people call me for the most part. I hafta admit...I'm kinda jealous. not that hes going to wpi or anything...or that hes having so much fun...but that his attention seems so far from me...when most of the time I just think of him. but eh..whatever. hes happy so I'm happy for him.
anyway, after that we went to the co-op thing that didn't exist, then mom drove me up to joes. Hes been having trouble with his ps2 lately, and I fixed it for him so I was pretty proud of myself even though I basically did nothing. it was pretty cool though because we got to take it apart, and I like taking stuff apart.
then I came home to watch big brother. I love that show. James got the power of veto AGAIN! that guy is like...insane. I love him I swear. I used to hate him but hes all alone and still such a strong player. I hope he gets the next head of household. If he doesn't, he could be in real trouble because he didn't use the power of veto tonight, and if janelle, rachel or howie (whichever of the last two is left) gets HOH hes in tons of trouble, unless of course he gets the veto again.
so after that mike got home from work, so we went for a walk. we ended up at his house where we threw reeses pieces out into the street for a while and talked. It was seriously just great. I don't even know why, but throwing the reeses was pretty much awesome.
and that brings me up to now. my hand is bruised and i don't know how it got like that. my foot feels as if its about to fall off, and I'm kinda just hurting all over. great. getting up super early tomorrow to go out with nick, should be an awesome time. we might be going bowling tomorrow too. I got a weird message from matt mccarthy on myspace. myspace scares me because of how small the degrees of seperation have been lately to people that dislike me. 6 degrees of seperation would be normal, but lately I'm lucky if its two. :(
James said he might be coming home this weekend or something like that. I kinda hope he does...but I'm not really expecting it. It sounds like he's having a blast in worcester and its probably better that he have fun there than be bored back in southie with me.
my mom is probably the coolest person in the world to have heart to heart talks to, but you'd never know that I love spending time with her from the way we act towards each other on a regular basis. shes just great. I really wish I was a better daughter to both my parents. :(
I can't really say thats how I felt about today, but I thought that would be how I felt today.
I had to get up at 8am to take my final this morning. I did decent. hopefully 80+. I then came home and chilled for a bit. I called james and we talked for a bit. he seems to be having alot of fun so I'm happy for him. I ended up hanging up because I felt like I was bugging him. I dunno...thats why I let people call me for the most part. I hafta admit...I'm kinda jealous. not that hes going to wpi or anything...or that hes having so much fun...but that his attention seems so far from me...when most of the time I just think of him. but eh..whatever. hes happy so I'm happy for him.
anyway, after that we went to the co-op thing that didn't exist, then mom drove me up to joes. Hes been having trouble with his ps2 lately, and I fixed it for him so I was pretty proud of myself even though I basically did nothing. it was pretty cool though because we got to take it apart, and I like taking stuff apart.
then I came home to watch big brother. I love that show. James got the power of veto AGAIN! that guy is like...insane. I love him I swear. I used to hate him but hes all alone and still such a strong player. I hope he gets the next head of household. If he doesn't, he could be in real trouble because he didn't use the power of veto tonight, and if janelle, rachel or howie (whichever of the last two is left) gets HOH hes in tons of trouble, unless of course he gets the veto again.
so after that mike got home from work, so we went for a walk. we ended up at his house where we threw reeses pieces out into the street for a while and talked. It was seriously just great. I don't even know why, but throwing the reeses was pretty much awesome.
and that brings me up to now. my hand is bruised and i don't know how it got like that. my foot feels as if its about to fall off, and I'm kinda just hurting all over. great. getting up super early tomorrow to go out with nick, should be an awesome time. we might be going bowling tomorrow too. I got a weird message from matt mccarthy on myspace. myspace scares me because of how small the degrees of seperation have been lately to people that dislike me. 6 degrees of seperation would be normal, but lately I'm lucky if its two. :(
James said he might be coming home this weekend or something like that. I kinda hope he does...but I'm not really expecting it. It sounds like he's having a blast in worcester and its probably better that he have fun there than be bored back in southie with me.
my mom is probably the coolest person in the world to have heart to heart talks to, but you'd never know that I love spending time with her from the way we act towards each other on a regular basis. shes just great. I really wish I was a better daughter to both my parents. :(