She's dynamite and she'll win the fight
I just drew a dynamite stick on everyone in my hall's door and labeled it "Emily today" which is code for leave me alone. I have so much pent-up rage and I have no idea where it's from.
Except I have a few leads...
Yesterday I got an e-mail from Clara Bell and they informed me that all but one of my tutorees have cancelled their appointments with me for the semester for reasons still unknown. I can't help but think that I am just not the person to motivate such low quality people. That is just too damn bad
I'm going to talk with the athletic coords. on Friday when I have more than an hour of free-time to ask them what's going on and to ask them if they think that I need a new job. There's still hope that they'll give me new assignments and new appointments.
This doesn't change the fact that I'm upset. And this doesn't change the fact that MAYBE I failed as a tutor.
I also screwed my physics lab up today and had to stay after one on one with the lab TA. He asked me out for this weekend and the first thing I wanted to say was, "change out of those tapered blues and into something non-tapered and then it's a go". The first thing I should have said was, "I have a boyfriend". But what good is that when you haven't seen him in 3 weeks? What good is that when you won't be seeing him for another 3 weeks?
Lately I've been feeling like I don't even have a boyfriend. Is that bad?
Except I have a few leads...
Yesterday I got an e-mail from Clara Bell and they informed me that all but one of my tutorees have cancelled their appointments with me for the semester for reasons still unknown. I can't help but think that I am just not the person to motivate such low quality people. That is just too damn bad
I'm going to talk with the athletic coords. on Friday when I have more than an hour of free-time to ask them what's going on and to ask them if they think that I need a new job. There's still hope that they'll give me new assignments and new appointments.
This doesn't change the fact that I'm upset. And this doesn't change the fact that MAYBE I failed as a tutor.
I also screwed my physics lab up today and had to stay after one on one with the lab TA. He asked me out for this weekend and the first thing I wanted to say was, "change out of those tapered blues and into something non-tapered and then it's a go". The first thing I should have said was, "I have a boyfriend". But what good is that when you haven't seen him in 3 weeks? What good is that when you won't be seeing him for another 3 weeks?
Lately I've been feeling like I don't even have a boyfriend. Is that bad?