I pat myself on the back
If I walked one extra mile for you, I would've liked you all over again.
And so I had to decline.
It took all my willpower to say to myself: "no, i won't do it. not for you, not ever again."
AND THANK GOD I DID.
The third time was the last, thank you very much.
and three time's a charm.
If i had done it, that would be the death of me.
Because you would leave me.
And I don't want to live that life.
I pat myself on the back.
Just this once, love lost is extra love gained for myself.
And so I had to decline.
It took all my willpower to say to myself: "no, i won't do it. not for you, not ever again."
AND THANK GOD I DID.
The third time was the last, thank you very much.
and three time's a charm.
If i had done it, that would be the death of me.
Because you would leave me.
And I don't want to live that life.
I pat myself on the back.
Just this once, love lost is extra love gained for myself.