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[thejoshw]

so what if my music was "lame"
so what if my abdominal muscles weren't "rock hard" enough for you
so what if I was shy
so what if I wanted to go biking with friends some days
so what if I wanted to be alone with you some days(robin didn't have to be there every time)
so what if I'm straightedge

you are a liar, a cheater, an alcoholic and a junkie and you listen to gangster rap
you lied about quitting weed
you lied about quitting heroin
you are 16 and you cheated on me with a 21 year old
you cheated on the 21 year old with a 29 year old
and then you lied about it all

I'm so fucking sorry I couldn't be perfect for you
not like you ever tried for me
I loved you
you said you loved me
what a fucking joke
i hope you die

"love" joshua

ps thanks for the fucking memories