Feb 09, 2005 22:38
Why am I such an asshole? I had a talk with someone who really, really liked me, and I just let it slip through my fingers. Why am I afraid of relationships?! Why am I afraid of commitment?! AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! WHY ME!!! I myself has expierenced rejection a lot and now that I have expierenced both sides, I find that being the rejecter feels really shitty. I sounded like a total dick, which I hate being. I'm so mad at myself, I can't even put it into words. I hope that at least you guys have a good night.