Why?
Well, Christmas Eve an all is silent like it should be. Im at my mama's house, just taking the chance to enjoy some ME time finally. Lately havent had the chance to be alone at all. Its been crazy lately with diff things happening to diff people. I am starting to think...alot. Maybe even too much. I dunno what happened to "dont think" but I find myself very deep into it. Like, perhaps something is bugging me but I dunno what. Or im so used to THAT<<< happening to me that it probably even isnt. I've changed I do it everyday. It sees like I wake up with a different personality everyday and to be honest, it's kind of scaring me. Am I really finally legally insane? Or has this been with me forever and I never paid any mind to it. Hopefully it just me, not something deeper. My moods keep switchin and I keep over thinking what people say. TaKING THEM literally or seriously =/. It also seems that...well, its true that I cant really talk to most of my friends about anything because all they tell me is their view....bitchy, that I let things get to me..etc... But I never have. I used to be the "fuck it" guy in school. i used to care less about anything....I just want to know whats happening to me so I can end this madness.