god damnit

[thejohnny5]

im so fucking tired but i cant sleep... a fucking waste of being tired

i wish i knew what was going on with things in my life right now... its way too confusing, one minute i think its going to work and the next it doesnt... and everyone thinks that it is working... but its not... maybe iam looking too deeply into this

i hate valentines day... i think its because i have never had a girlfriend on valentines day to spend it with... why change things this year

i need to stop being such a pussy...