so this week
has been terrifically shitty, yet strengthening nonetheless. ( i feel like i misspell most of the words on here, and LJ's shitty checker doesn't notice lol) anyway, so i failed another relationship; not sure what i did. It was probably my fault; sending her that story and all. Farr too heavy and all that, i thought we were getting along quite well too. But it's college, and i've been talking to this other cute girl as well for the past few weeks, and it's possible something good will come of that.
Really i blow pretty hard with women, something about me just pushes them away and it's not even that i'm desperate. Though i am sometimes, and i have a knack for fluffing up my words so that they seem far more dramatic than anything i'm actually feeling.
really there's nothing to say. besides i'm pretty sure i've lost some friends, and that it's pretty depressing.
besides that, life is good. I've got allot of writing and studying to be doing so i'm off. peace
Really i blow pretty hard with women, something about me just pushes them away and it's not even that i'm desperate. Though i am sometimes, and i have a knack for fluffing up my words so that they seem far more dramatic than anything i'm actually feeling.
really there's nothing to say. besides i'm pretty sure i've lost some friends, and that it's pretty depressing.
besides that, life is good. I've got allot of writing and studying to be doing so i'm off. peace