sorry 4 caring so much

[thejill]

im sorry i cared so much
im sorry i hurt u as much as i guess i did
i never ment 2
sorry i told u how i felt
sorry i missed u so much but i guess i was not missed
im sorry for being wrong
im sorry for wanting never 2 leave u
loving u
im sorry
im sorry im not good enough and did not make u happy
sorry if all i did to u was complain

but i did not wanna make u mad
i just did not want 2 get hurt
i dont wanna be left alone
i fuckin care about u lots
i feel that i was just a joke
sorry i did not give u enogh
sorry that i gave u all i could..........

*thejill ponder* i wonder if he really knows how much o saw of him
like how much of a pal 2 me he is or was wutever he wants
i dont know.... this sucks..... whats wrong with me