It's been a while
Hmm. So I haven't really touched this thing in years, but I've decided that I need to be writing things down for sanity's sake. My memory is doing wacky and strange things...so I guess this is for me as well as all of my loyal readers I've ignored for 119 weeks. wow. 119 weeks. That's a long time. I guess once I'm done here I should go read my old entries. Just to see what was going through my head then. I forget. So this will be my experiment:I will write my life here, feelings, thoughts, emotions, and see if just putting them to "paper" will help me remember. Maybe it'll help, maybe it won't, who knows, but I have to try.
Anyway, today I woke up around noon on a couch at Jake Stone's house. Having been there from the previous night where we did a gig at Broadway Ballroom which went awesome. We watched the Princess Bride which I have never watched all the way through. It's good. Go rent it if you haven't seen it, I highly recommend it. As of now, Vannessa and I are on a break. She'll be staying at her parents with our son Emery, and I will be in St. Cloud, although I'm in Alexandria right now. (haven't quite figured out how I'm getting back to St.Cloud.)
I'm not exactly sure how I feel about the break. It's been brewing for some time now, but it still stinks. Although at the same time, with my depression I can't take that much verbal abuse and belittlement. So in a way it's a good thing I guess. We'll see what happens. So now I sit at my mom's house. I'll be staying here indefinitely till I can get back to my apartment. So I guess that's it so far.
The only constants in the universe are paradox, humor, change, and love.
Anyway, today I woke up around noon on a couch at Jake Stone's house. Having been there from the previous night where we did a gig at Broadway Ballroom which went awesome. We watched the Princess Bride which I have never watched all the way through. It's good. Go rent it if you haven't seen it, I highly recommend it. As of now, Vannessa and I are on a break. She'll be staying at her parents with our son Emery, and I will be in St. Cloud, although I'm in Alexandria right now. (haven't quite figured out how I'm getting back to St.Cloud.)
I'm not exactly sure how I feel about the break. It's been brewing for some time now, but it still stinks. Although at the same time, with my depression I can't take that much verbal abuse and belittlement. So in a way it's a good thing I guess. We'll see what happens. So now I sit at my mom's house. I'll be staying here indefinitely till I can get back to my apartment. So I guess that's it so far.
The only constants in the universe are paradox, humor, change, and love.