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well this weekend was pretty cool. me, nate, and lou are actually writing a song if u can believe it. we've only got the intros down, but hey at least we're doin something constructive. well tomorrow is valentine's day, my least fav. day of the year. i've never liked it, but for the first time i can say it doesn't really bother me that i have no one to share it with. i'm tired of trying to not mess up a relashionship that could potentially be a romantic one. i've always been stubborn and i really don't feel like changing who i am for anyone. i need to stop beating myself up everytime i feel i've screwed something up. i know i have some social problems, and i do need to work on that, but i'm tired of being down about it. i'm done looking around for the right one for now, done hoping something will come of nothing. that felt good. seriously though, i hope everyone who has a special someone is happy tomorrow. but i have to say it one more time, screw valentine's and peace out.