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i feel really out of it for some reason. i mean i dont drink or do any drugs so maybe its lack of sleep. class is going alright, but i dont wanna take communications cause of my fear of public speaking, but maybe it'll help me get over that somehow. i'm really gonna try to do way better this semester. my parents want me to get a 3.5, but idk if that's gonna happen. i think they think i'm smarter than i really am or somethin. our praise band is finally gonna get to play for people, which is cool. i love performing, its such a high, especially when the crowd is really receptive. when we played for that youth group up in delonagah, it was the best feeling. taylor's friend nick has a lip piercing, and i think it looks pretty cool. my parents are so against that though they won't even look at the person inside, and it pisses me off. they're so old fashioned, anything new or different scares them. i don't ever wanna be like that if i have kids. i mean i wanna try to teach them good values and stuff, but to let them be themselves, and not come down on them for thinking differently. i would get one, but i think people don't think i'm "punk" enough or whatever. oh well, maybe, idk. anyway off to bed, peace.