Dec 20, 2004 00:08
Holy crap its cold. It mustve dropped like ten degrees in a day. Well not much goin on. Just been hanging with everyone back home. Its been good. Went with Alex and T to guitar center the other day. Alex is really awsome on bass and i know he's gonna be big someday. I wish i had his skills, but i know i'll never be that good, and hard as it is to just accept that, i'll have to. I guess i'm alright, and i'll just keep doin what i'm doin. I'm in awe everytime i see him play and it makes me feel like i totally suck, but i love to play, even if its less complicated stuff. He wants me to play with him and some guys at a coffee shop or somethin, so thatll be cool. Gimmie some lessons man! Anyway, yeah idk why, but i was over at Nate's and i was thinking everytime i see Nicole its just weird. I guess its my fault though. I didnt call enough when we were goin out and after it was over we really didnt stay in contact. Now everytime i try to talk to her she gives me weird looks and doesnt want to talk. I am sorry for all that stuff and i wish we could talk more. Oh and yeah i guess stef and me wont be hanging out any more after she told me to basically not mention her to T ever again, or sit beside her (what the heck?). First off i didnt even ask where she was and even if i did, we're just friends. If Taylor's gettin that jealous then somethin's wrong. If he's still holdin that one incident over my head then whatever. I dont wanna get him mad or whatever so i guess i wont be talkin to stef for a while. Peace out all you obsessive lj users out there!