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Well it's early Monday, and i've got my big test at noon. In all seriousness, i'm totally freakin out over all the work i've got. There's so much crap to do, not just with school but with everything. All i gotta say is high school does not prepare you at all for college, you just have to live it to know how different it is. i've got all these bad emotions right now, anger, fear, pesimistic, unwanted, ect. i feel like i have to act happy in front of everyone, cause i hate people feeling sorry for me. plus i dont think most people are genuinly sorry, cause they've all got their own crap to deal with. i'm tempted to just say all of what i'm thinking right now but screw it, no one wants to hear me cry about it, whatever.